it is hopeful

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

But seriously, thank you, Jack

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so an active mazelike process

as in


or never left

all that is to say

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

not their contents

propensity within someone

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

fw

division of reality is straying away from it

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

that looks like my instagram account

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.