so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
so an active mazelike process
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
no i haven't really read anything
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
Rain, starting
2 (actually index). two is company
I Write Goodbye Letter
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what
you're saying
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Lift Analysis
which magnetises chains of pins