a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

division of reality is straying away from it

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

we can only engage in such a way

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

or never left

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

its performative

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thank you, Jack

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

the site i am dreaming

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life