autonomy of learning
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.we want to live the knowledge too live the content
magnetises a pin
division of reality is straying away from it
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
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December 2025
and the fake qualifier
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
was it worth it
wait what is that
currently
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now