yeah

autonomy of learning

I Write Goodbye Letter

i love it here

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

have you read

so the method has to be autonomous

sorry i am texting like a slav

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

yeah

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

isaac

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

what do you mean

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it. 

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Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

magnetises a pin

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

thank you

we can only engage in such a way

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

Worse Lift

send your tumblr

so an active mazelike process

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46