Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
so the method has to be autonomous
idk
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
sorry i am texting like a slav
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
and the fake qualifier
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
magnetises a pin
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
was it worth it
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
so at the end