i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

as in

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

all that is to say

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"Put a blanket."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

yes

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

13, H, grate

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i see a website

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

we can only engage in such a way

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49



Worse Lift

but i respect your search

you cannot feed someone truth