Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

no longer writing in the third person

currently

your feed looks like my tumblr

hiding from the rain

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Today I felt like starting

bro i read nothing in my life

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes. The conversation drifts to the pleasantness of warm lighting and whether anyone needs a smart home. I interrupt her to make a joke about the French Raj as he runs up the causeway. We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.


Pimlico Rats


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

...

idk

so at the end




December 2025