IWGD
Today I felt like starting
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Lift and confinement
– The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life,
either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests
suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or
recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution –
Dying in the dream often
doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of
a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist
but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
13, H, grate
Rain, starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
no longer writing in the third person
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved
but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT
to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over
it will mean that they can stop it.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.