it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

yeah

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

so the method has to be autonomous

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

lol

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

wait what is that

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

the site i am dreaming


Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

It Will Get Lighter

i love it here

"Put a blanket."
Thank you, Jack

i really havent

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i dont understand magnetisation

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