Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

magnetises a pin

is everyoneback on tumblr now

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

your feed looks like my tumblr

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

much more tactility

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

...

or never left

ahnaf abrar

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

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The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

wait what is that