think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

in a post. I want to be remembered

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
its good

December 2025

feel you

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

whats your name?

lol yea

no i haven't really read anything

what do you think my name is

i was tempted to lie about my name

have you read

ahnaf abrar

like magnets

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

It Will Get Lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

abrar?

no like which do people call me

sorry i am texting like a slav

division of reality is straying away from it

like first name

was it worth it


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

fw

and the fake qualifier

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

i have read not even 1 book

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i want to do that too

that looks like my instagram account