Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Today I felt like starting

so an active mazelike process

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

kind of mythopoesis

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

that looks like my instagram account

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

yeah

we can only engage in such a way

December 2025

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

but really the thing should be autonomous

isaac newton