the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

was it worth it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

whats your name?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

isaac

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

currently

propensity within someone

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

its good short few pages

i dont understand magnetisation

we can only engage in such a way

plato

but really the thing should be autonomous

i want to do that too

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

magnetisation/form

i love it here

is this you as well

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

its good

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03