Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the
dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh
meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
I Write Goodbye Letter
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
2 (actually index). two is company
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
this will be about a slug
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some
insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
we need to be deconstructing our identities
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
no like which do people call me
