the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
it is hopeful
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
sorry i am texting like a slav
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
its good
idk
its good
we can only engage in such a way
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
magnetisation/form
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
autonomy of learning
its good short few pages
isaac
i see a website
propensity within someone