so an active mazelike process

is this you as well

i was tempted to lie about my name

It Will Get Lighter

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

send link

no like which do people call me

wait what is that

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like first name

abrar?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

this will be about a slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the site i am dreaming

...

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

hello reader,

i want to do that too

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

ahnaf abrar

and the fake qualifier

not so on: yvf(wthw)

no i haven't really read anything

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

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