the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

magnetises a pin

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

IWGD

i see a website

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

in a post. I want to be remembered

but really the thing should be autonomous

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

so the method has to be autonomous

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

1

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

autonomy of learning

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i want to do that too

no like which do people call me

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf abrar