way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

...

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.




i really havent

i dont understand magnetisation

thank you

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I Write Goodbye Letter

you cannot feed someone truth

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

fw

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

was it worth it

really i want the internet

as in

but i respect your search

or never left

Better Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46