so the method has to
be autonomous
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge
management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
what do you think my name is
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
It Will Get Lighter
we need to be deconstructing our identities
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty
cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
is everyoneback on tumblr now
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
