no longer writing in the third person
not their contents
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
so at the end
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
it is hopeful
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
is this you as well
or never left
like magnets
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
its good
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
whats your name?
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
god being the centre magnet
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.