the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Rain, starting



Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

13, H, grate

IWGD

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

it is hopeful

you cannot feed someone truth

ahnaf abrar

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

not so on: yvf(wthw)


Style

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

...

...

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
part of an old note. It will get lighter.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I Write Goodbye Letter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

send your tumblr


i love it here

idk

yeah

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.