but i respect your search

kind of mythopoesis

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

really i want the internet

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

no longer writing in the third person

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

currently

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It Will Get Lighter

it is hopeful

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered