a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Today I felt like starting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

plato

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have you read

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

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its good

as in

isaac

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

its good

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

all that is to say

no longer writing in the third person

plato

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

autonomy of learning

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

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propensity within someone

13, H, grate

you cannot feed someone truth

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?