It Will Get Lighter

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I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

in a post. I want to be remembered

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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Rain, starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

hiding from the rain

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Style

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Better Lift

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

Today I felt like starting