as in

"Put a blanket."

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


Style

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

it is hopeful

magnetises a pin

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i dont understand magnetisation

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i love it here

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

no longer writing in the third person

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos