i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thank you, Jack

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful