it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story
a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling
something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever
but the thinking is useful
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create
within and also produce works from.
no like which do people call me
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
Rain, starting
you have a beautiful account btw
Their
voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or
have fucked and can't again
but want to so bad, or something like that.
Would this be easier if
they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
so an active mazelike process
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more
personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more
romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.