the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out. 

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"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
"Put a blanket."

but i respect your search

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

currently

you cannot feed someone truth

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

division of reality is straying away from it

ahnaf abrar

i love it here

Better Lift

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Rain, starting

i want to do that too

no like which do people call me

we can only engage in such a way

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

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