autonomy of learning

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

not so on: yvf(wthw)

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

It Will Get Lighter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

December 2025

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

wait what is that

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

was it worth it

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

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i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me