He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting


kind of mythopoesis

...

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Style

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

was it worth it

but i respect your search

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

the site i am dreaming

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

December 2025

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

...


this will be about a slug

abrar?


division of reality is straying away from it

i was tempted to lie about my name