Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
brb i will read and reply sincerely
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
I am below everything.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
Better Lift
kind of mythopoesis
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
but really the thing should be autonomous
so an active mazelike process
division of reality is straying away from it
like first name
that looks like my instagram account
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
send your tumblr
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
fw
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
is everyoneback on tumblr now
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Today I felt like starting
magnetisation/form