Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

lol yea

currently

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

magnetises a pin

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Better Lift

Can I see

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

its good short few pages

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Better Lift

but i respect your search

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

we need to be deconstructing our identities