i really havent

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

was it worth it

December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Worse Lift

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I am below everything.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41