It Will Get Lighter

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

whats your name?

which magnetises chains of pins

i understand

what do you mean

ion

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

abrar?

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

like magnets

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like first name

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

plato

lol

its performative

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

and the fake qualifier

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

...

hello reader,

I Write Goodbye Letter

"Put a blanket."

December 2025