no longer writing in the third person

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

we can only engage in such a way

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

13, H, grate

"Put a blanket."

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

all that is to say

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

so at the end

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

currently

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Worse Lift