I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Put a blanket."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


no longer writing in the third person

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Style

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life



I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24