He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

yes

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful


Better Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i see a website

kind of mythopoesis

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.


Today I felt like starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thank you, Jack

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


what do you think my name is


Rain, starting

i was tempted to lie about my name

was it worth it

like first name

feel you

Better Lift

i want to do that too