I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

like magnets

plato

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

whats your name?

fw

i really havent

no i haven't really read anything

wait what is that

feel you

bro i read nothing in my life

i love it here

ion

have you read

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i have read not even 1 book

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

i really havent

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

thank you

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

abrar?

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

really i want the internet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos