isaac

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

so at the end

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

its good

lol

Slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the site i am dreaming

so an active mazelike process

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

sorry i am texting like a slav

Better Lift

we need to be deconstructing our identities