think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

I am below everything.

"Put a blanket."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

currently

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

no longer writing in the third person

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

but really the thing should be autonomous

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03