Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

and the fake qualifier

isaac newton

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

god being the centre magnet

December 2025

i love it here

Better Lift

"Put a blanket."

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

wait what is that

i have read not even 1 book

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

barren land

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i want to do that too

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the site i am dreaming

hiding from the rain