"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

13, H, grate

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

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I Write Goodbye Letter

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

hiding from the rain

not their contents

was it worth it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

we can only engage in such a way