I am below everything.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

13, H, grate

it is hopeful

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

barren land

i love it here

i was tempted to lie about my name

fw

we need to be deconstructing our identities

1

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

IWGD

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i really havent

I Write Goodbye Letter

ahnaf abrar

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

abrar?

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

currently