so the method has to be autonomous

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Rain, starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

all that is to say


you cannot feed someone truth

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

in a post. I want to be remembered

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

"Put a blanket."

Today I felt like starting

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

its performative


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.