but really the thing should be autonomous

its performative

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

magnetisation/form

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

but i respect your search

not their contents

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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god being the centre magnet

13, H, grate

plato

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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magnetises a pin