Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Lift Analysis

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Today I felt like starting

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

what do you mean

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

bro i read nothing in my life

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

was it worth it

all that is to say

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i really havent

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

much more tactility

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

but i respect your search

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

thank you