in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

so at the end

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

feel you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

that looks like my instagram account

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i was tempted to lie about my name

I Write Goodbye Letter


a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

its good

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

It Will Get Lighter

It Will Get Lighter