isaac
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
Better Lift
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
i love it here
Thank you, Jack
its good
god being the centre magnet
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
feel you
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
we need to be deconstructing our identities
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
the site i am dreaming
like magnets
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
ahnaf abrar
as in
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
barren land