I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

IWGD

we need to be deconstructing our identities

and the fake qualifier

hiding from the rain

i really havent

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

fw

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

its good

like first name

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so at the end

that looks like my instagram account

its performative

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

no longer writing in the third person

ahnaf abrar


mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

not their contents